This one might be short, since I technically have to work in ten minutes. Promise to give you a better one soon though.
So I wasted all my money on Monday. I don't know if I told you that. I failed (as in got a D) my Computer Science Final. And the woman insisted on some retail therapy, which wasn't necessarily a bad thing. I bought some things I needed like jeans and a new purse (mine was literally falling apart). As well as somethings I didn't need, like chocolate, some shirts and a belt. This weekend I have to go out for one of my best friends 21st birthdays, need money for that. AND Father's day is this Sunday. So while I'm not technically broke yet-- I am officially broke until my minuscule pay check on the 20th. Need gas too.
I'll live. Yesterday, we finally cashed in on our YMCA memberships and went to the gym. We did a little cycling and the took an abs and glutes class. Suffice to say, I'm a little sore today. The goal is to work out at least three times a week and do the classes on Wednesdays. Then I can get back into the tone body I've been missing since I got out of High School. Laziness is easy to get into let me tell you. You kind of take for granted having to take a PE class in grade school. When you have to pay for it and you get out of shape, you'll miss the requirements, trust me!
It's relatively sunny out (if you can't tell I've run out of things to say). And on a side note, it is extremely weird to know that I am out of school. I keep thinking I have homework to do and that I'm wasting time walking around the park, or going to sleep early or even reading! I get this weird feeling there's something I should be doing. I know that it's because I've been in school for so long. I'm sure I'll get over it. But I don't know if that's a good idea since I plan on going back ya know? Hopefully it comes back to you.
Anywho, I had something else to say, but I forgot it and now I have to work. So I suppose I'll chat with you later lovlies! Thanks for reading.
Infinity
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Speak
Hello little ones,
It's been a while, I know. And yes, you can call me a liar. I've told you plenty of times that I would do this much sooner. However, like any good liar, I have a whole list of excuses. Would you like to hear them?...Oh good, because I didn't really feel like going through them.
Yesterday marks the end of an era. I have completed the requirements for my AA degree and I will officially be out of school for longer than a few weeks. Am I excited? Of course I am! This will be the first real break I've gotten in 7 years. That's right, I started right out of High School. From four years to three years. Of course, if it's any choice of mine, I'll be back in school very soon. Where? No idea. I haven't seem to be able to be very decisive on a location. I have finally agreed with myself on a major however. I will still be working towards Graphic Design. However, I'd like my focus to be on Sustainable Design. If you want to know what that is, either Google it (yes we support Google, not Bing), or ask me later. I have been looking at schools in California, but I'm afraid to leave my family.
WAIT...lets edit that statement. I think I am okay with leaving my family. I know they'll still be there when I get back. However, I do fear leaving my girlfriend. It's not that I'm worried she's unfaithful. She has morals, she would never do that. The scary part is that we made this agreement-- well she made an agreement, I was kind of forced into to it. When I leave we will no longer be dating. I don't know if that applies if I go to college in state or not. Or if she goes to college. We haven't really worked out all the kinks. THE POINT is that she's the only one I can't suffer leaving. You'd think family would be the hard part, but it's friends. I'm not even sure that it's the girlfriend part I'm worried about or if it's just that I feel like things won't be the same. They're never the same when one is gone for a long period of time. And two years is a long time by all means. I'm insecure and she's my blanket. Did Linus ever leave his blanket? I don't think I'm ready. She's always ready and I envy that about her. It also makes me sad. That is however, another topic for another time.
So the whole deal is, I go off to college we are no longer an item and we are free to do what we want. Sounds fair, but I'm not looking forward to it. Our 3 year anniversary is on the 16th. Which also happens to be Fathers day. So we won't be celebrating that day. We will be the next week though. I still have no clue what to get her, if anything. Money is sparse in both wallets. On a side note, she talked to a college Advisor today to get things rolling! She's still not sure if she will attend this college, but they spoke for little under an hour and I am extremely proud to see her making this first step. She hates talking on the phone.
I must be honest darlings, I have begun blogging again per request. My sister's boyfriends little brother happens to be interested in what I have to say about my life and world. So he has politely requested that I start writing again. I have to thank him for that. I feel like I've lost my talents. Can I still hold your interest? If I have ever before? Him requiring me to write is a good thing. It's something I need to do. He's graduating this year! Relatively soon I hear. Congratulations, I wish all the best for you in your journey ahead. He's a smart young-man. However, it's dangerous to speak of him in my blogs. Since he reads them. Then he'll know what I think. We can't have that. Can we? My thoughts are dangerous, and toxic. I wouldn't want to poison him. He has a lot of potential. I'll have to decide about how often I will write. If you comment with suggestions (reasonable ones) I'll try to oblige. I finally have the time. You may also request topics if you wish. I'll run out of them eventually. Thanks for listening flowers! I'll write to you again soon. Enjoy your day.
Reality
It's been a while, I know. And yes, you can call me a liar. I've told you plenty of times that I would do this much sooner. However, like any good liar, I have a whole list of excuses. Would you like to hear them?...Oh good, because I didn't really feel like going through them.
Yesterday marks the end of an era. I have completed the requirements for my AA degree and I will officially be out of school for longer than a few weeks. Am I excited? Of course I am! This will be the first real break I've gotten in 7 years. That's right, I started right out of High School. From four years to three years. Of course, if it's any choice of mine, I'll be back in school very soon. Where? No idea. I haven't seem to be able to be very decisive on a location. I have finally agreed with myself on a major however. I will still be working towards Graphic Design. However, I'd like my focus to be on Sustainable Design. If you want to know what that is, either Google it (yes we support Google, not Bing), or ask me later. I have been looking at schools in California, but I'm afraid to leave my family.
WAIT...lets edit that statement. I think I am okay with leaving my family. I know they'll still be there when I get back. However, I do fear leaving my girlfriend. It's not that I'm worried she's unfaithful. She has morals, she would never do that. The scary part is that we made this agreement-- well she made an agreement, I was kind of forced into to it. When I leave we will no longer be dating. I don't know if that applies if I go to college in state or not. Or if she goes to college. We haven't really worked out all the kinks. THE POINT is that she's the only one I can't suffer leaving. You'd think family would be the hard part, but it's friends. I'm not even sure that it's the girlfriend part I'm worried about or if it's just that I feel like things won't be the same. They're never the same when one is gone for a long period of time. And two years is a long time by all means. I'm insecure and she's my blanket. Did Linus ever leave his blanket? I don't think I'm ready. She's always ready and I envy that about her. It also makes me sad. That is however, another topic for another time.
So the whole deal is, I go off to college we are no longer an item and we are free to do what we want. Sounds fair, but I'm not looking forward to it. Our 3 year anniversary is on the 16th. Which also happens to be Fathers day. So we won't be celebrating that day. We will be the next week though. I still have no clue what to get her, if anything. Money is sparse in both wallets. On a side note, she talked to a college Advisor today to get things rolling! She's still not sure if she will attend this college, but they spoke for little under an hour and I am extremely proud to see her making this first step. She hates talking on the phone.
I must be honest darlings, I have begun blogging again per request. My sister's boyfriends little brother happens to be interested in what I have to say about my life and world. So he has politely requested that I start writing again. I have to thank him for that. I feel like I've lost my talents. Can I still hold your interest? If I have ever before? Him requiring me to write is a good thing. It's something I need to do. He's graduating this year! Relatively soon I hear. Congratulations, I wish all the best for you in your journey ahead. He's a smart young-man. However, it's dangerous to speak of him in my blogs. Since he reads them. Then he'll know what I think. We can't have that. Can we? My thoughts are dangerous, and toxic. I wouldn't want to poison him. He has a lot of potential. I'll have to decide about how often I will write. If you comment with suggestions (reasonable ones) I'll try to oblige. I finally have the time. You may also request topics if you wish. I'll run out of them eventually. Thanks for listening flowers! I'll write to you again soon. Enjoy your day.
Reality
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